So... As the title suggests, I am scared of this thing that has bugging me lately. I already have posted an entry in my journal about this topic but writing to a journal is more of a reflection and I think I need advice in this topic or a perspective that I fail to see.
So here it goes...
I am scared that maybe my friends talk about me behind my back. And we all know talk behind my back as in backstabbing. I don't know if my friends do or do not do that to me but if they do, I'm scared to find out. Also, I don't know how I'd be able to handle it. You see, my friends are family to me and when I trust people, I do give it my all. I give them my whole trust and my whole heart because I love them. So how do you handle it when such things happen? I am not the confrontational kind and I just tend to ignore and move away from people who are like that. I wonder if maybe I should talk to them if it does happen? I don't know. The thought just breaks my heart to be honest.
I figured that in my friends and I's age range (or once a person hits their 20s), the "bitching" stops. I figured that we reach that maturity to just ignore the things we truly dislike about a person. Don't these people get tired too? For once, I hope these people would be extremely allergic to backstabbing.
So if you are reading this and do have an experience, please do share and comment your thoughts. Thank you.
Peace & Love.
